Friday, January 04, 2008

no diff.

Nothing seems to matter any more.
So what if a top costs $100, its just number.
You pay for it, the number in your account drops.
So?

So what if you have problems and you are suppose to feel burden?
It will go away eventually isn't it.

So what if i stand for 12 hours today and 10 hours the next day?
Your feet hurts, so?
Just rest and it will be over.

Numb to this world, the imperfect world.
Where is my heaven?
I distrust this world, i detest the way it works, the reality to face.

Why must you be the one who sacrifice?
Why can't she or she do it, why always me.

On 31st of dec, Matt Tan asked, "What do you dream to be?"
I couldn't give an answer.
But now i do, i want to be a woman who is independent and ruthless.
You want respect from people? Earn it.

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