Thursday, May 31, 2007

pink petals.

jerry's going into army soon. counting. 3 months more.
let me assure him with my assurance.
i will go anorexic,
i will talk to no one,
i lie in bed all day long,
i will go into depression.

i have been getting a lot of de javu.
God knows why.

i need a life.

miss swan is so funny. watch in youtube!!!

"He that has no fools, knaves nor beggars in his family was begot by a flash of lightening."
- Thomas Fuller (17th century English clergyman)

{ 11:42 PM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

): i am infected by ferdi's emo mood.

pressure! PRESSURE! my heart is numbed with pressure, flooded with tears.
too much expectations that i cant reach. the narrow minded me.
why cant i? the stupid me.
who can i blame for causing so much trouble, but myself.

God, i pray..

i hate school ):
getting more and more restless each day.
the stupid school.

{ 7:43 PM

Sunday, May 06, 2007

screwed.

why are emotions sometimes so difficult to be expressed by word?

i feel like a bore, a loner, so inadequate.

i dread school suddenly, just hate needing to go to school early in the morning and crack your brain over some problems you wont face in the future. tell me, would you need to know that a package dropped from the aeroplane travels at the same speed as the aeroplane? you cant even feel restless in class for once, why? cause the stupid grading system works in a way at how much you participate in class discussion. i swear, RP, go to hell.

{ 11:22 PM