Sunday, December 30, 2007

change.

Unless you lead change, if not change would lead you.

{ 11:28 PM

Thursday, December 27, 2007

):

Just got my computer back from my brother.
It's depressing to see so many people overwhelmed by vexation.
Comforting words are always limited.
You may receive lots of comfort, but problem is still there.
Have learned over the days, depend on yourself to prevail all that have or is to come.
Get a grip of your emotions.

EXHAUSTED!
Worked 10 hours on Tuesday, 12 hours today.
Another 10 hours tomorrow.
My sole skin is peeling.
God bless.

I have never seen such irritating customers in my whole entire life.
70% discount, plus the price is already there.
Must you ask how must would it be after the discount for every single piece of clothes?
What are we?
Some kind of walking calculator.
Still can ask, what is the exact figure.
Never study Maths before is it!

Not a good day for all the staff today.
Bloody Poorima, one day i will give you one punch.
Nat, i hope you are reading this! HA.
When i dropped the whole box of price tags, she still dare to say : "Haha, too much of work today."
Who's fault you tell me!
Keep making us do double job. Tell you not done, don't hang on the rack and you still go hang!
No censor + no price on the clothes, we wouldn't even know if the customer just walk out with the clothes in her bag can.
Not steam yet, it's so crumpled. Sharen scold us, then are you going to take the blame?
No common sense, don't understand what is 'not done yet' is it!
Still expect me to immediately pick up the clothes one by one on the rack to censor and steam.
Like hello, it's sale period.

{ 11:21 PM

Monday, December 17, 2007

flower.

When i was in JB for the past 2 days, i wanted so much not to come back.
It is carefree over there; it just the purpose of vacation i guess.
It had its effect on me.
The thought of coming back, facing the busy life.
The need of extra effort to do whatever you need to do.
Everything just have to be this way.
You need to wake up early. Why? Got school, no choice..

Back in the hotel, just leave the towels here and there la, by the time you get back, it would be as good as new again.
Just use the ringgit la, it won't be of any use again anyway.
See, no worries.


Where is the purpose of my life?
Where is me?
Where is the potential in me?
Where is my true self?
Why is it i can't be who i want to be?
What do i have to change?

{ 11:51 PM

Saturday, December 15, 2007

panda face.

Yes, got a panda-look-alike face.
Even concealer doesn't help.

Sigh.
Need to write this incident report because of some stupid case the happened in the shop.
Why, why.
Dread it.

Probably quitting soon.
Normally, it would be the management that sucks.
Now, its not the management, neither is it the staff.
Its just, making small problem big because of the way they want things to be.
Be more flexible please!

Going JB with Jerry and his family tomorrow!!
Shop shop.
I hope there is things for me to buy, if not, let me save money!

Woohoo, he POP already!
This 3 weeks is going to rock.

{ 2:17 AM

Friday, December 14, 2007

christmas.

Money shortage ):
Don't blame me for the bad gifts!

Huishan is sitting beside me now!
She just said she is pretty.
WTH!

{ 11:08 AM

Monday, December 10, 2007

woebegone.

Disconsolate.
I can't seem to pick up my mood.
So much to give up, so much of stretching of capacity.
So much to accept of this world; things you can't change.

Have you ever come to a stage of your life, where everything seems so down.
Nothing seems right, the loneliness creeps into your heart, like the root to that low self esteem.
Where the thirst for attention, compliments, and the need for a true friend or a true lover to fill up your soul.
Knowing you have no ability, but yet still holding up the high expectations.
Helpless.
Many are pretentious in this world. Where is the truth, the door to our freedom?

When would the peace come?
When would it be the time you need not think or worry?
When would it be when you reach the heavens of your dream land?

Who, in this world, would truely know and understand you?
Or even, catched a glimpse of your true self?

Don't bother me, don't touch me. Don't irritate or joke with me.

{ 11:33 PM

Life

The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this : Decide what you want.
Ben Stein

You're alive. Do something. The directive in life, the moral imperative was so uncomplicated. It could be expressed in single words, not complete sentences. It sounded like this: Look. Listen. Choose. Act.
Barbara Hall, A Summons to New Orleans, 2000

" Life is truly known only to those who suffer, lose, endure adversity and stumble from defeat to defeat.
Anais Nin

Gist of the preaching of Dr A. R. Bernard
"Every purpose comes with sacrifice. You could be the one who is suffering now, while others are enjoying. But you are looking at your life purpose, working towards it."

Even though it is at the back of their head, people need reminders constantly.
Thats why i love quotes, they don't only teach you new things.

{ 2:18 AM

Sunday, December 09, 2007

HOT

HOT!

{ 10:03 AM

Saturday, December 01, 2007

SHAKE.

Woohoo!
Shaker fries craze. (:

*

"When it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright?
Will you say OK?
Will you stick with me through whatever?"

{ 1:43 AM