Wednesday, October 03, 2007

don't understand, never will.

Quarreled again. I hope it doesn't continues so often.
Ask Van for help, i'm lost.
Thanks Van, you are really a great help.
Must give in, must let him understand your situation.
Don't feel heart pain, just take it as he had a bad day.
Must let him know you are trying.

Yes, must persevere. I am trying really hard already.
I told myself, must assure him, must know how to love him, must watch what i am doing so that he will trust me for once.
I still want this relationship to last one ok.

Havent been sleeping a lot lately. If you think your life is boring, check out mine.

Monday - 9am to 4.30pm(School), 5pm to 10pm(Dance)
Tuesday to Thursday - 9am to 4.30pm(School), 6pm to 10pm(Work)
Friday - 9am to 4.30pm(School), 545pm to 630pm(Piano), 8pm to 10pm(Cellgroup)
Saturday - 10am to 4pm(Work), 5pm to 8pm(Church)
Sunday - 6pm to 10pm(Work)

I'm not referring to 1 week, i'm referring to EVERY week. A routine.
If i ever stop working, i would think of him.
But what does he know. I know he doesn't read my blog, i understand he just doesn't have the time or strength.
Don't get me wrong, i am not blaming him here, really.
Going to get him a River Island bag, i hope he likes it.
As much as i work in retail shop, a fashion world, I still can't grasp his taste in things.
Hope he likes it.

" Hope is both the earliest and the most indispensable virtue inherent in the state of being alive. If life is to be sustained, hope must remain, even where confidence is wounded, trust impaired."

Erik H. Erikson

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