Monday, October 22, 2007

bad.

I am such a failure when it comes to being a girlfriend.
I ain't a good girlfriend at all.
I made him really really angry today.
Why can't i just do what i promise.

But why can't he just stop being so calculative?
I know i am suppose to be talking to him whenever he has a free time, because its limited.
But what about me and my schedule and passion?
It is not going to last if these quarrellings continue, is it.

Sorry baby, i know its really my bad.
For one of the few times, i feel so hopeless.
I just hope you will understand how it is for me too.
I make mistakes too, just more then what the norms do.
And i did tried ok, why don't you ever recognize it, then keep pointing out the wrongs of mine?

I told him, if he really hates me, then break up, i would respect his decision and not cling onto him. Not that i want to break up obviously.
I am such a failure ):

Yes, must stress myself to become better.

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