Monday, June 04, 2007

who am i?

ok, my obsession with books are getting bad.
now Nicholas Sparks, and three other more books to go.

just watched the movie 'A walk to remember' again.
with the memory of the book - The Time Traveler's Wife,
i feel damn emo now.
i cant imagine losing darling.
that's just, painful.
i think hardly any guys would feel anything after watching a movie like that.
they say men are from Mars and women are from Venus.
whatever, many things you just cant explain.

any way, my hair is screwed.

i feel like going missing, to a place where no body can find me.
to a place with only the beach, a cottage with a porch facing the sea and just me.
no worries, no thoughts flying around, no more disappointments, no expectations in life, no nothing.
just poo-f, vanished.

when i feel i have lost God, i feel like i lost myself too.

Revelation of the day : To believe IN God is hard, to do His commandments is even harder.

{ 4:06 PM