Friday, June 29, 2007

fridayssss.

aahhh, i am tired and hungry.
havent ate for more then 12hrs already, as if i am fasting.
any way, my church fast for 24 hours, it's about leaning on God's strength. :)
sorry for the pride, i am proud of my church, thats all.

another friday.
woke up early, went to school
restless.
thank God for my team mates, especially Johnson.
pure gratefulness ok, don't any how think.

rushed down from school for piano, after rushing through my RJ and stuff.
ok, i wrote rather short. i hope she would be nice.
any way, they should invent some electronic devices for score so we don't need to bring those heavy piano books along!
my shoulders is bloody aching now. ):

then after piano, rushed down AGAIN for cellgroup.
Ban chuan fetched me from Kovan mrt, apparently, the venue changed AGAIN.
i came out from the mrt and back in again just to cross over to the opposite bus stop.
you cant imagine how many times i scold whoever for not having the cellgroup at some place more accessible!!!! ~!@#$%

my whole cell was late because of me, because all of them was inside ban chuan's car.
when we reached, they were already having pre-cell prayer meeting.

any way, some one didn't let me have my time of rest after cell still!! 10 plus already you know!!
the only problem i have with you is you don't understand how your members feel!
don't you understand that i am not as strong as you think,i can't go back to what i was like before. i know the problems you are carrying is unbearable at times, thats why you confide in me. but confide in some one stronger, you are going to drive me away one day if you don't start listening to what i am saying!

i keep hearing this phrase, "There will always be changes"
okok, i get it ok.
again i say, i HATE REPETITION.

sorry baby, for throwing tantrums again.
you know me right..
sorry, grumpy me.

{ 11:58 PM