Monday, March 26, 2007

ok...

i swear, saturday really wasn't a good day, at least for me. ban chuan was just talking to me about the various things i need to change, what the cellgroup need to change in different areas and i know he was really very frustrated. and the worse had to come after that, i just don't know what to say.

And sunday wasn't any better, overslept. supposed to report at 9am for my ministry, but i woke up at 930am. i just sat straight up, thinking shit late again? its the 2nd time, but the first time i really forgot and had to do make up the following week.any way, normally i use my mobile to be my alarm clock, but i left it with jerry. so i decided to use my dad's phone, but wow, he would take it back in the morning. so i confronted him, and sort of raised my voice at him, i felt really really bad cause he told me he actually tried to wake me up twice! after that he gave me quite an amount of money to take cab. so sweet of him right! to think i actually can't keep my cool just for awhile.

i hate my temper. i hate my brain. life is great? good grief.

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