Sunday, March 11, 2007

bad week.

What a bad week for me. every thing seems to go wrong. EVERYTHING! what the ~!@#$ is wrong with me. i feel like another person, i feel like shit. i feel like i'm swimming towards the pool of misery, once again i asked myself, what the hell is wrong with me. so many things i want to confide in some one, but yet i cant and i do not want. i feel so confused, so complicated. i cant comprehend my feeling into words.

Now there's so many things awaiting for me,so many things i am being trusted with, i told myself i must guard and prepare myself, my heart, my soul, my mind. keep expanding your capacity.

Now i lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord of my soul to keep, If I should die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take.
-From The Time Traveler's Wife.

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